April 13th, 2005
Hello, my name is Gabi
and I'm an alcoholic and I have no life.
I'm an extremely emo teenager who overexaggerates every little thing.
There are times when I hate everyone, whether I know them or not.
There are other times when I'm just lonely and wish that someone actually cared about me.
Right now is one of those latter times.
I hesitate to answer because you reaction would unnerve me, but I do care you know..
Isn't that what you wanted?
Everything. Nothing. Whatever. Take your pick, Gabi. It's all up to you.
What the hell are you talking about?
Just- just. forget it. yeah. hmm. forget it..
Do you have any clue? At all? About anything?
...I have lots of clues about lots of things.
..Just... not this.. apparently.
Though rambling has gotten you so far.
What's that supposed to mean?
Well, at least my 'rambling' persuaded sentences of more than a few curt words.
Yes. You have succeeded in something, at the very least.
I'm good like that.
Oh look! another one! It's a rarely good day indeed.
Try to keep it that way, will you?
Is that your subtle way of telling me to bugger off?
Just checking. so aside from the loneliness and the hating everyone phases, how are you?
You sound so sure...
Look. I know I'm not exactly your favourite person at the moment. But I honestly do care, and I hope you'll let me know if there's anything I can do. Okay?
You're honest. That's always good.
I'm here if you want to talk, Miss Nott.
I care about you, and so do many others.
Do you want to talk to someone?
Nah, I'm fine. But thanks.